rAcHeL

2012-02-01T07:31:00.001-08:00

因为一次的失约
让关系变得疏远，变得更差。
生气也气那么久，请问要气多久啊！
跟你说话又不理，说我没尊重你。那就算了吧。
最好是气一辈子不原谅我。
(-_-)zzz

A meaningful message!

2012-01-31T08:17:00.001-08:00

有人说:如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她。有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃。人生中有许多种爱,但别让爱成为一种伤害。我选择沉默。当一个男人为一个女人哭,那说明他真的爱了。当一个女人为一个男人哭,那说明她真的放弃了。

2012-01-30T10:56:00.001-08:00

宝贝，
人••• 总是随着环境而改变。
人••• 也会从别人嘴里听到你的坏事和八卦而对你产生不好的影响。

If eu really dono what's going on, and eu just heard bout rumours spreading arounds. Pls do not just listen to one sided conversations and 下定论that its that person fault.

No matter what, a sound of applause needs a pair of hand to clap. One hand is not enough to clap, so do figured out what's happening before giving a conclusion.

2012-01-29T09:27:00.001-08:00

日记，你就好想我的宝贝。什么事都能对你说：
Richard 似乎不了解我跟他说的事。
我到底要怎么样跟他说他才会了解呢。
感情的事，不能比我啊！
我真的不想开始一段恋情。还有如果我真的想开始一段感情。
我的男朋友不能太过小气，不能太大男人。不能对我没信任、
所以我希望richard 你能了解我想说的话。

2012-01-27T09:40:00.001-08:00

After sawing his post that he has a grr fren and he ish in a relationship. A empty darkness come through my mind.
Its tym to walk through the past and carry on w a new bright life.
All d best to uu. Ever lastn relationship to uu:)
Mie still has aiiren to lurb and acc whn ii nds him.. Although cannot be tgt w aiiren. But he ish always there fer mie. Thanks aiiren..
Cheers.
Yanling.

Random.

2012-01-27T09:37:00.001-08:00

如果可以选择，
我不要做人！因为做人太累了。
做人有好多烦恼，很多压力，还有每天不开心的时候都必须装着自己很开心似的。
我想当一棵树，树没烦恼。
不用担心会和任何一个人吵架。
又比较自由，也会比较开心一点。

( just random aft watchg a movie, a though only)
ii lurb my mommy, daddy( my sticky sticky daddy who ii always stick ) my brother and my two grandmom..

20 jan 2012

2012-01-19T18:04:00.001-08:00

Lack of slp:)
Glad to see eu fer a few seconds today;)

2012-01-17T08:50:00.001-08:00

ii can sense my gastrics pain ish calling mie!
Sooner or later ii think gastrics pain will be my fren if ii continued to be diet ..
Yanling
17012011

2012-01-15T09:22:00.001-08:00

Why sent mie to fill bank on chinese new year period? That i want to take mc also hard! I hate cage department.
I hate cage management!

Make mie and my brother relationship worsen!

Rachel 15012012

2012-01-15T09:02:00.001-08:00

Just a trip to bangkok on d 19-24 jan make mie feel so stressful:(
弟弟给我的感觉是很希望我能去，因为我可以陪他，同时他不会感觉寂寞。我们俩又一个房间。就说是一个放松，散心的journey. 去enjoy enjoy. 现在变成这个样子。有点扫兴。难怪弟弟有点不高兴。跟他说话又爱理不理的。
其实我也很想去，难道我买票我不去吗？我拿钱扔进大海里吗？
我的心也是痛苦的！

2012-01-14T09:53:00.001-08:00

GIMMIE SOME TYMES TO ADAPT TO FILL BANK!
ii still cannot turn over from front window to fill bank:( totally different as countn amount and countn pieces..
Life without music and kindas locked up in a jail everyday fer 08 hours..
:(:( jy ba meimei:( suffering in fb:(

10 jan 2012

2012-01-10T11:10:00.001-08:00

哎呀！怎么办啦！我的头一道了晚上就会开始痛和晕。为什么啊？是因为不够睡在会这样吗？累了又不肯睡，又一直看online show到很迟。休息的时候可以看到三四点多在睡，早晨又十点多醒。是不是因为这个原因在头晕的？

Last two days at fw before gg fb;(

2012-01-08T12:15:00.001-08:00

gg to faced the walls and chips soon.. Another 03 more days:( 11012012. Just hoping its just one schedule only.

07012011: recevied a tips of 50$ from a (chairman card holder) patrons who cashed out 526850$. Its a chips redemptions.
Received a tips of 10$ from a uncle who cashed out 9000$ somethg from tito redemptions.

Last day at fw today 08012012: received a stack of 2$ from a american patrons who cashed out 6950. Chips redemptions. The stack of 2$ costed 28$..

Hope to go back fw:( ii hate fill bank..
Faced the walls and full of chips.
Just short of eatn vegetarians. Lols lols lols..

no words cant describe d feeln ii'm havg right now!:(

2011-12-30T16:21:00.001-08:00

My feeln ish full of angers, disappointments.. 就想一块大石压在我身上。我真的很难受！要我做出一个决定真的不容易！ii already wasted my 700$ trip to thai w my parents and relatives on 19-24 jan lerx! What you all expect mie to do, you think ii really wants to waste my money ma. 700$ its like half of my salaries gone.. Zzz".. I really dono what to do! Fuck it;( itd hurtn my own feeln:( who will knows thing has turn out to be like this..
[ MYCOMPANYSUCKS!]
[ MYCOMPANYSUCKS!]
[ MYCOMPANYSUCKS!]
[ MYCOMPANYSUCKS!]
[ MYCOMPANYSUCKS!]

29th dec 2011

2011-12-28T16:49:00.001-08:00

回想着，我想在真的很后悔。ii think ii have gave up a lot of good job in d past, such as working in Anson&Jason company in doing sales fer cars and admin. Gave up on my favourite dreams job as admin cum sales in jurong and etc..
Therefore ii chose workg in mbs instead as i though cashier its a v challenging job!) but its different from what ii have imagine and think of:!( interview tym say until so nice so nice but in fact its sucks!

If tym would go back, ii rather chose d job ii like den being suffered now:( if there ish one day that ii'm resigning from mbs.. ii just hope ii can find a better job w better prospects, better management;)
Its just ta the management from my department so sucky! Shld be:( the surrounding colleague arounds mie are v nice;) ii get to know 2 kors and 1 uncle;) both the kor kor and uncles are v nice ta ii can talked to whn ii'm havg though in my mind;) am so happy to know everyone esp my kor's and uncle;)

Countn down 03 more days to year 2012.
Just hope ii can get a new job=)
* families members in good health;)
* brother becoming more 懂事。
A brand new year without ta much of stress as in year 2011. Live happily fer everyday!

:(

2011-12-28T13:52:00.001-08:00

yanling = going start to be emo soon!

25th dec 2011

2011-12-25T08:53:00.001-08:00

The best christmas present ii have received on dis year christmas ta its my LEFT LEG SWOLLEN! Now ii have to walked 一拐一拐de..

Today christmas gathering its at cousin house w all d cousins and grandmom;)

Merry Christmas to everyone!
Have a great and enjoyable days!

ii hope to see a doctor tmr if not ii got to mc on tues lerx..
Please hope there ish clinic fer mie to see if not leg swollen how to go work on tues..

what a fcuking day today ish?!

2011-12-02T04:58:00.001-08:00

put mie at window 17, its a freaking tired window.. Have to do SPV, tito redemption, forex exchnge , chips redemptions, levy, mpo fer Great Exchnge and Table Promotion Chips.. And Registration fer the Dragon Master Barracret ish all under mie. ii'm so tired ta ii couldnt even balance my window at all. As SPV, MPO, and Registration keep on coming. MPO ii managed to balance. But my cash counter, ii wouldnt balance at all whn ii checked in till ii checked out.. Its alr 1920 whn ii closed my window, but its still freaking bz fer d Registration, MPO and d SPV. Only Angie was helpg mie. Halfway through Angie went fer break. The Registration keep on coming.. I asked Rowena weather can she helped mie.. She pushed d Registration to Wendy counter. Beverly Croft also. Those Fcuking superior don even dare to used their own ID's.. Throw away ur fcuking cards! Damn. I'm short! I have variance. I short of 10$ and ii told rowena. She count and insists ii short of 20$. 20$ 20$ lahs. Think ii care ta 20$?! Its 2010hrs lerx.. I can just sign fer uu as closing variance! I want to go home. I on morning 0800 tmr..
Freaking fcuking sup rowena 2015 den released mie..
我超级想哭的！我到底怎么会有一个懒惰的supervisor. 而且全部都是小菲。beverly croft, rowena lahs.
｢Want people to respect u, pls shown respect to others in order to gain back pple respect towards uu!」

2011-12-01T22:55:00.001-08:00

on leave next week fer four days..
From 05-08 dec..
Bringing dad to go hospital fer a check up! Will be on mc on d 13th dec as daddy gettn medical report..
Pls pls pls! Pls hope daddy report be a nice one!

2011-11-23T09:38:00.001-08:00

Enjoyss a nice supper at rasapura w xueyun and wang wei;)
Date: 23th nov 2011..

2011-11-21T07:37:00.001-08:00

Just a day off fer dis week! Freaking bz like no off days;( bringing brother to replace his NRIC as he lost it. After ta go to KK hospital to visit LIL nephew Javier Lam. Seeing him feel better fer today as he know how to smile lerx instead of shouting fer pain. But got a bad news from cousin ta LIL nephew has to go fer chemo next week. LIL nephew has cancer. Javier, eu got to be strong! Mommy and everyone around will be giving you support! Cousin siowhui euu have to be strong also. Javier need eu a lot.
[ please hope lil javier lam will recovered fast! Speedy recovery fer javier lam!]
Jia you ! Javier..

vistn grandmom after ta, she told mie ta she has gone to see doctor lerx without informing mie to bring her go! Grandmom legs has a small but deep hole on her left leg! Doctor neva say anyth bout ta hole on her leg! I just hope it would recovered fast!

Just hope everyone will be 平平安安！
Daddy going to have a check up on dec 05th.. Hope everyth will be fine!

2011-11-19T08:08:00.001-08:00

ur image keep appearing in my mind.. 「我是真的很想念你的影子、你的样子！」

just wave hand to say good bye to each other;);)

** randomss..

2011-11-10T10:55:00.001-08:00

10112011
是我的错。是我伤害了你！对不起！
说对不起也许得不到你的原谅，但是我还是要说声＂对不起＂。

LOLLIPOP F - 戰利品官方完整版MV ( HD)

2011-11-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

nice song!~

2011-11-01T03:46:00.001-07:00

心事很多，没人可以说。就只能告诉宝贝日记！救命啊！
妈妈告诉我说，爸爸的心脏不好。爬两步楼梯爸爸就会觉得喘，爸爸刚开始做工，做工时间十三个小时。时间很长，俩个星期休息一次。
『我希望爸爸可以好好，健健康康的，爸爸从小就很疼我，从来没有打过我』我不感想如果有一天没有爸爸的时候、每次我做不了决定的时候，都是爸爸帮我决定的！有心事的时候，都和爸爸说！拿爸爸和妈妈做比较，我会选择爸爸！
因为我很黏爸爸！知道现在我也对爸爸很撒娇。

婆婆呢。
感觉有好一点，可是婆婆还是很会念哦。休息时，晚点来看她，她就念。几点啦，现在在来看我。来看她的时候，就陪她看电视陪她吃饭。有时还带她去楼下走走。

巴刹那些八婆在背后说了那些不应该说的话。
八婆，用脑想看什么该说什么不应该说。

我讨厌那些只会说闲话的人。

2011-10-16T07:58:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY II MISS EUU:)

has been some tym since ii see eu lerx.. just last niitex whn ii was doing my closing at ards 0030am,ii saw euu.. ii think eu work niitex shift.. but den ii just had d feeln ta euu chnge lerx.. ii dono why at all.. its not like last tym ta eu will smile to mie lerx.. maybe euu has already forgotten who ii am lerx.. right.. haha.. life still has to goes on..

jia euu yanling..
love 161011..

2011-09-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

我希望婆婆平平安安健健康康的。

yanling
16092011

2011-09-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

recently de feeling ba!;(

seriously ii have been thinking should ii resign a not..:(
management ish so fucked up ta they din improved on anythg at all..
our dearest cage shift manager ms teng and jenny which ii began to hate them a lots..
actually ii respects all my shift managers and everyone arounds mie..
ii will hate that person whoms dono how to respect mie at all..
case1: ii apply leave in fill bank fer january 2012 fom 19-25. and than euu alr approved my leave lerx.. air flight tickets to thailand bangkok and hotel all already booked. alr pay the 700plus$ lers. now just a call from ms teng, eu rejected my leave and euu want mie to canceled my trip w my families and cancelled my airflight tickets everythg. reason ta eu said eu dono ta week new year ma.. seriously ii dono as ii have to 'pei he' my parents and my brother schooling holidays tym. now euu want mie to cancelled it. ii am okayss.. even though ii have to cancelled it. ii wont go to work also.
so what manager! fucked up!
case 2: ii respect the EVA as she ish the senior manager. ii talk to her about the URGENT LEAVE ta ii wana take on 4&5 sept 2011 as my dad ish going to hospital and den eu disapproved it. eu only approved mie one days and disapproved mie one day as eu say 'LACKOF CASHIERS". eu wants mie to chnge my off days. and ii chnge it.. eu din even update on the schedule and eu told mie eu will update, whn ii come back to work.. ii am not trying to blame eva, but urs promises to update never done, it might be ur bz reason,
but shld management improved?..

its so fucked up anyway ta ii had been thinking hard..
blog tell mie, resign a not..
shift forward my resignations plan?

yanling
09092011

至少走的比你早/陆毅;卢巧音

2011-09-09T08:55:00.000-07:00

好心分手 -王力宏

2011-09-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

張敬軒【只是太愛你】MV Hins Cheung New Song w Lyrics

2011-09-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

*nice song!*

Wu Ke Qun 吴克群 - Chan Fei 残废

2011-08-27T02:18:00.000-07:00

嚴爵[不孤獨]首波主打【好的事情】MV完整版-偶像劇醉後決定愛上你片尾曲

2011-08-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

a nice song intro by darling yeeling.

2011-08-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

thanks darlings fer accompanying mie whn ii nds euu..
thanks girls..
really glad to have eu all as my besties sweeties..
thanks eu jingxi,yeeling, irene fer d outing to k box today:)
*photos will be uploaded whn irene tagged in facebook*..
date: 20august 2011..
yanling..

Thanks you kah hwee kor kor and jeremy kor kor fer helping mie in solving some issues in work. thanks eu all. ii will try to be brave and be strong de..
ii am too weak lerx, which ii know.. i just nds more tym to learn.

but still, thanks euu..
thanks euu to both my kor's and darlings..

yanling

2011-08-09T23:53:00.000-07:00

everytime ii see you, ii felt so happy in my heart. cos we are on the same shift and ii can get to see your smiles on your face. the most important ish ta ii can get to see you smiling to mie. that will brighten up my days! and whenever ii get to see you, ii just dono why ii would try to act blur that i never see you. but deep in my heart ii always wanted to smiles and talk to you, but somehow ii really dont have the courages to do that. that is why eu always see mie giving you a smiles but some how a very fake smiles. ii have always wanted to see you but den when ii see you, ii am scared eh.. ii dono why.. ii am trying my best not to avoid you but to smiles to you. But some tym whn ii always wanted to do that, you're with your colleagues. that makes mie even don dare to smiles at you and to see you:(
but deep in my heart , ii feel happy to see you even though fer just simply one seconds..

09 aug
yanling

2011-07-13T10:31:00.001-07:00

has been in fill bank since 27 june till now 13 july.

don find myself happier in fill bank..

just find myself more stressful and more unhappier.
everyday drag myself to ta horrible and terrible place where ii am worried ta ii mighe be alone fer ta whole 8 hours shift and will worried of who my partner ish..
somehow in fill bank everythg ish considered as team work if euu are in a pair in a level..
no matter who our partner ish, we need to have TRUST in each other.
even we are all news cashiers in fill bank, whatever we know we just share w each other..
don act clever and act eu are my senior ta ii have to go along w euu..
II KNOW MYSELF MORE CLEAER AND BETTER THAN WHAT OTHERS KNOW ABOUT MIE.
where people dono mie at all, just commented.. eu looks troubled and stress on ur face..
where ii think ii am perfectly fine at all..
eu test mie on the system, and front window credit and fills. seriosuly II DON MIND.

we enter fill bank on d same day, uncle told mie ta euu are v unsure about d system stuffs..

ii am not ta familiar w also but ii think ii have confidence ta ii can manage it well.

but thing turn out to be what ii thinks of..

uncle told mie de thing ish opposite of what ii saw.

euu are firm in system. so are euu trying to act stupid in front of uncle and act clever in front of mie. ?
eu don believe in the system ta ii key in. ii consummate it and ii key it in d excels.
and ii told euu ii am balance and euu don believe mie at all and eu would tally w d excels and d acsc systems..

oo my dear! if euu don trust mie at all , jiu don asked mie to do d consummate and editing of d excels. am ii right to say ta, YANLING.

its ok! ii am ok! eu don allow mie to issued chips to security where euu are arounds. only break tym den ii can issued out. there ish front window fills and credit where vip front windows cashier asked fer chips, ii cut, spread and ii need euu to be the verifier to verify the transactions. eu don believe mie at all.
euu would cut and spread again. and euu wana mie follow all ur ways.
did ii comments anythg? no! ii din.. ii just shut up..

just when closing, smethg cropped out. acsc and excels ish tally and just ta report on d manual calculator was not balance.

ii told ta person to close early fill bank early a bit as we are news in fill bank. ii say ta because ii experience the same thing on d other day where ii was w lizel in l2. estine help us solve d problems.
ta why ii told ta person to close fill bank early. he insisted! forget it, never mind.

not balance! and he don dare to admit ta he also got fault. he also using the system..

so why don we share d burden together as a team work ta we have fault.

WHY PUSH THE WHOLE BLAME TO MIE?.

incoming cashier checked in, and they look at mie. as if ii am d only one who do the wrong thing.
superior checked fill bank and asked why did eu all key rolling under non rolling?.

YOU just say ii am d one who do it not euu. SOMEMORE EUU POINTED AT MIE.

EVER THINK OF MY FEELING?.. HOW WOULD OTHERS THINK OF MIE?..

YESH! II MAKE MISTAKES WHN II WAS W JOHN IN L2, II GAVE OUT THE WRONG PIECE OF PAPER TO THE CASHIERS WHO DOING IOU FER RUBY CAGE. YESH. ITS EU.. WHY DON EU TELL MIE II GAVE EU HE WRONG PAPER. EU ARE ALSO A FILL BANK CASHIERS..

II HEARD BOUT IT WHEN II WAS W L2 W EU YESTERDAY TA JOHN DISLIKE MIE COS OF II MAKE MISTAKE BY GIVING OUT THE WRONG PAPER.

PEOPLE IN FILL BANK MOSTLY DON APPRECIATE HELP WHN EU TRYING TO HELP.

II JUST GAVE THE WRONG PAPER, II ADMIT IT MY FAULT. I ALR APOLOGIES.

BUT WHN II DIN DO THE WRONG STUFFTS, WHY II HAVE TO BURDEN EVERYTHG?

SERIOUSLY II DON LIKE.

II BURDEN UP THE WHOLE MISTAKE YESTERDAY W YOU IN L2(12072011) SWING SHIFT. NO ONE WILL BELIEVE MIE..

II HAVE TA FEELING TA II AM BEING DISLIKE IN FILL BANK.

II AM WEAK TA WHY II GOT BEING BULLIED EASILY?..

II TRYING V HARD TO ADAPT TO FILL BANK ENVIROMENT AND EVERYTHG.

BUT WHEN II EXPERIENCE THE INCIDENT YESTERDAY W YOU.

I BEGAN..

II HATE FILL BANK..

COS II GOT BEING LOOKED DOWN BY MOSTLY FILL BANK CASHIERS..

2 MONTHS, WHEN ARE EU GOING TO FLY OVER..

II FIND IT HARD TO PASS MY DAYS..

KoR AND UNCLE SAY II AM TOO WEAK LERS..

INCLUDING YUSOF TA SAY MIE II AM WEAK..

WEAK MEANS WHAT.

MEANS PPLE BULLY EUU EASILY?..

II HATE FILL BANK II HATE FILL BANK II HATE FILL BANK..

YOU=== AVIN*

first day of parnering become like ta. if carry on..how?

anthony neely 倪安东－ sorry that i love you MV

2011-07-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

2011-07-05T03:58:00.001-07:00

我感覺自己很累﹗

我好想要自由哦﹗

生活覺得很厭倦﹐很疲憊﹐很沒意思。

累啊﹗

2011-07-05T03:55:00.001-07:00

27 june: ii am in FB lerx, which ii don like to be in FB as ii am sacred of being alone in the FB fer 8 hours, and when its too free its v free ta euu will fall asleep there.. and bz its will be v v bz.. OMG! ii hate being alone in a small room. 2 months cross training.. eu will pass v v fast de right..

Yanling: 你要加油哦﹗加油加油加油﹗
你可以的。

2011-07-05T03:38:00.000-07:00

just upload a message by kor kor jeremy on d 26th june.

ii have been w ta fucking robin partner fer two days, the first day on the 25th june we are bz at b2 hell.. so he din say anythg. second day on d 26th june we were at level 1 and than we were not bz.. superior sabinus ii think he purposely put him and mie side by side de.. make mie feel so sad ta he say a lot of 'nan ting' words and kor kor checking out at 2345hrs and he come and see how am ii as he wana say good bye to mie as he ish at b2m, he saw ii am v v sad. uncle jervin also know ta ii am v v sad..

kor kor sms mie:
*sayang* don sad..
ii replies: 我有那麼倒霉嗎﹖ 昨天也是今天也是。
kor: break now?
mie: ya, havg break now and feel like crying as he keep on sayg a lot of 'nan ting' de things.
kor: F care him lahs..
mie: he ish just beside mie eh. some more he say v loud eh. ii am tryg to pretend neva heard anythg but its hard!
kor: hack care him la. concentrate on ur transactions.
mie: ok.
kor: kor kor sayang don sad k.
mie: k, thanks eu kor.
kor: i go nap le Mei. sayang sayang again. nitex..

kor kor and uncle jervin, appreciate euu all whnever ii am sad!
thanks euu..:)
ii think ii will prefer to go back to original de mie lerx..
keep all those sadness in my heart..

Heineken The Asteroids Galaxy Tour 2.flv

2011-06-06T03:19:00.000-07:00

2011-06-01T03:46:00.000-07:00

我想我還是不夠成熟。

yanling.

2011-05-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

ii pasted this on my new ez link card

the new ez link card holder.

recently just lost my baobei ez link card..
this ish the nineth tym ta ii lost my ez link card..
sigh! why ii keep on losing my ez link cards. . . . . .
ever since ii take adult ez link card from the age of 18 till now where ii am 23 years old,
just 5 years of tym ii lost the nineth cards, simply imagine its like one years ii drop one - two cards, lolss..
yanling, pls be careful! ii shld learn how to treasure my ez link cards to make them love mie more so ii wont keep on dropping.. its like v hurtful and painful ta ii always drop my cards where ii have just top up $20 - $30 dollars..
now don dare to top up ta much lers, just $10 dollars top up till nearly finish den top up again..
in case , touch wood!!! its drop ii wont feel ta pain.. lolss.

2011-05-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

thanks euu mindy. its yummy..

some biscuits from mindy,my superior who went to taiwan.
a closer looks of the bear bear kor bought fer mie from genting.

a soveniers from jeremy kor kor..

2011-05-13T19:41:00.000-07:00

我現在才知道有一句話叫做‘人不可貌像’。

世界上有很多種人﹐
有些人可以和你做一輩子的好朋友﹐在你最需要他/她的時候他/她都會出現。
有些只能和你做工作上的朋友。
有些就會變成和你非常要好的朋友。

有些只出現一陣子﹐就不見了。
就好像現在身邊出現了一種人﹐他是個很小氣的人。
他是個男生耶﹐但是他為人很記仇﹐很討人厭﹐小氣﹐人格上就已經是百分百的失敗。
是男生中的敗類。他根本不配做個男生。他比女生還要記仇。
道最後他對我說他要對我報仇﹐ 因為他不爽我去告訴JEREMY哥哥的那件事。
還得他被經理說。他心裡很不舒服﹐現在要對我報仇了。
他說他會跟每個人說我以前和ALEX 的感情事給每個人聽﹐他說他要怎麼說就怎麼說。
他還跟我說聲‘謝謝’ 因為我破壞了他的名字。
可是如果他本身就有問題了﹐不是嗎﹖ 怎麼能怪我說是我破壞他的名譽啊﹖
啊呀﹗算了啦﹐你說是我就我吧。
而且我忘了那時候我對他說了些什麼了。

我的世界怎麼會認識這種人啊﹖老天﹐他應該比較適合做一粒‘BIGPOTATOES’吧﹗
這種人就讓我祝福他好運﹐ 希望他可以找到一個‘potatoes’ 女朋友。﹗
雖然我很壞﹐我那麼說他。
還是說聲‘抱歉﹐對不起’。
我討厭你。你是個大混蛋‘。 bastard﹗ f~

2011-05-13T19:16:00.000-07:00

Randoms photos.

yanling and zhilong ACTN CUTE>>*10 years of frens till now*

irene and mie.. sweeties..
*ITE DARLINGS*

*darling again.* *love euu all*

*darling*

SERIOUSLY FROM ALL THIS PICT TA I POSTED, HAVE II GROW FAT?..

2011-04-19T07:39:00.000-07:00

人生真的要懂得“知足長樂”。
不要太過過分﹐要懂得珍惜所有的一切。
人如果太弱﹐就會被你們欺負嗎﹖
人如果太強﹐你們就不感欺負了嗎﹖
這是什麼世界啊﹖ 太過安靜﹐你們就覺得好欺負﹐好吃嗎﹖
不要太過過份﹗﹗﹗
人的態度是有限的﹗

2011-04-12T09:31:00.000-07:00

ITE CLOSE FRENS BABY!

MORE PHOTOS ON MY FACEBOOK_ 13APRIL.

PHOTOS TAKEN BY ZHILONG , DSLR CANON CAMERA.

2011-04-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

日期﹕ 12/04/2011 今天覺得特別的開心﹐在fw 那麼久了。今天是我第一次收到小費 “一千元”。可是哪不是給我一個人的。如果是我一個人的就好了。哈哈哈。有點太國開心了。哈哈。還有今天和我的ite最要好的朋友約出來吃飯﹐聊天。聊得很開心。還陪阿龍拍照﹐做啊龍的白老鼠呢﹐ 因為他賣了一架dslr 的攝像機。陪他開心一下﹐哈哈哈。事實上﹐我們玩的很瘋。哈哈。下個月起﹐ 我們大家就會開始忙了。上學的上學﹐做工的做工。好懷念我們在一起的時候。

2011-03-31T09:27:00.000-07:00

just wants to say: please! please stops dragging mie into yours problems where its not relates to miie.. stops disturbing mie from now, can eu?.. stop disturbing my life where ii owns an peaceful life right now:) yanling 31032011

2011-03-30T09:56:00.000-07:00

是不是努力過後的結果都會換來很大的傷害﹖

I AM TRYING MY BEST TO FORGET EUU THIS BASTARD ALEX ASAP, YET THERE ISH SOMEONE WHOSE NAME AS RACHEL SOH SENDING YOUR CURRENT GF YOUR THINGS AND YOUR NONSENSE, DEN YOU THINKS ITS MIE WHO WANA BREAK UP YOUR RELATIONSHIP W YOUR CURRENTS GFS. AM II TA SORTSS OF PPLE WHO ISH TA FREE TO BREAK UP SOME OTHERS PPLE RELATIONSHIP. SOMEMORE FROM WHAT EUU HAVE SAID THIS, ITS MAKE MIE FEEL SUPERLY HURT TA II AM THIS KINDS OF PPLE WHOM BREAKS PPLE RELATIONSHIP. IN THIS WORLD NOT ONLY MIE HAS ITS NAME OF 'RACHEL' ONLY. MAYB EU HAVE DONE SOMETH TO HURT ELSE GIRLS TA WHY BEHIND BACKSTAB EUU? IF NOT WHY ARE EUU WORRY ABOUT> JUST KINDA HURTS BY EUU ITS ALR ENOUGHT. II AM TRYING TO FORGET EUU.. SO PLS STOP YOUR F NONSENSE W YOUR GF. STOP MESSAGING MIE IN FB TO DISTURB MY LIFE, II ENJOYS THE DAYS II AM HAVG RIGHT NOW AND NOT BEING ACCUSED BY EUU GUYS. F OFF FROM MY LIFE FROM THIS MINS ONWARDS..

2011-03-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

RANDOMS PHOTOS!:)

the tickets ta ii won in the lucky draw at MBS.

watching the concert on 20march, eh.
so so only lo.

fen and ling

recently de yanling irene and rachel

biirthday cake bought by zhilong. its a surprised biirthday celebrations

the biirthday cake bought by didi..

2011-03-16T04:03:00.000-07:00

YANLING STAY HAPPYS! WAHAHAS.. MUACKS YANLING~
JIA EU Oo!:)

WISHING ALL MY FRENS, FAMILIES AND RELATIVES ALL THE BESTS.

CONGRATS TO KAI ON HIS WEDDING ON 27TH MARCH.
WISHING EU AN BLISSFUL MARRIAGE!..

2011-03-14T10:59:00.000-07:00

thanks to uncle jermy @ my kor kor fer helping during work and to settle some so called personal things fer mie.

thanks to aii ren chunleong fer accepting the request ii need from euu!:)
thanks euu~!:)
hmmm.. so much thanks to euu..

2011-02-22T08:54:00.000-08:00

THANKS EVERYONE FER WISHING MIE HAPPY BIIRTHDAY ON 22FEB.
THANKS YOU:)
THANKS SWEETIES FER YOUR TYM OUT TO MARINA SQUARE AND NEX SHOPPING CENTER:)
THANKS ZHILONG FER YOUR V SURPRISED BIIRTDAY CELEBRATIONS:)
THANKS FAMILIES MEMBER FER YOUR LIL PRESENT AND RED PACKETS:)
THANKS PRECIOUS DIDI ON THE BIIRTHDAY CHOCO TRUFFLE CAKE YOU BOUGHT FER MIE:)
REALLY APPRECIATED IT!:) THANKS EVERYONE.
LOVES YOU GUYS AND GIRLS:)

* PHOTOS WILL BE UPLOADING SOON!

YANLING ISH HAPPY TODAY! ESP OF THE 2 SURPRISES BY ZHILONG AND CHUNLEONG AI REN:)

SHALL PLAN THE SURPISED BIIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS FER ZHILONG ON ITS 23 TH BIIRTHDAY ON AUG 11. MY ONE AND ONLY SPECIAL FRENS..
KINDA TREASURE ZHILONG AS MY ONE AND ONLY TREASUED FRENS:)

HAPPY BIIRTHDAY TO MIE..
II AM REALLY TOUCHED AND HAPPY BY WHAT EVERYONE DOES FER MIE..

AUNTY EILEEN TOO:) THANKS FER CHEERING MIE UP UH W UR BF!

2011-02-21T17:19:00.000-08:00

its my biirthday 22022011 today!:)

happy biirthday to mie myself,yanling.

yanling, enjoys ur sweets 23 biirthday todays w all ur darlings and families:)

move on w a better life and forget all the past:)

past alr past, jia eu yanling:)

start w a brand new life:)

muacks*

2011-02-16T02:38:00.000-08:00

seriously ii think ii cant adapt to the shift of my work in casino.
this month feb, ii have been taking mc cos of my poor health..
my shift keep on jumping. my shift fer feb on first week its afternoon, den
afternoon to nitex shift fer 06 days , off one day and jump to morning shift fer 05 days , off two days on my biirthday ta day and jump to nitex shift again fer 06 days and morning shift fer 05 days, god! tell mie how am ii suppose to adapt to this kinds of shift.

afternoon - nitex - morning - nitex - morning shift again.
my timing of sleeping how am ii going to adapt?

this month feb ii taken mc fer 05 days ler..
poor miie.. *

rachel, 16022011
mc today cos of the dinner ii take yesterday(at causeway point), Indo-Thai food.
after eaten, has been running to toilet non stop till midnight..

2011-02-14T16:33:00.000-08:00

randoms photos.

* taken on nitex shift during work at lockers areas!**

the breakfast bought from sup, rowena.. thanks eu!

2011-02-08T07:56:00.000-08:00

08/02/2011

airen chunleong today purposely come down to my dad stall to eat duck rice..

(treated aii ren fer lunch, thanks fer coming. sorry din really tym w eu on talking) sorry**

thanks eu! ai ren chunleong..

seeing ya tmr nitex fer dinner w fen o..

2011-02-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

Randoms Photoss!

* sweetie rac and jingxi o**

before CNY at orchard cini L4.

miss all my sweeties.. yun,jingxi,irene,yeeling etc etc..

* rac and shawn, taken on the first day of CNY at grandma house*

lil nephew

* baobeii piglet from precious sweetie yeeling**

(sweetie yeeling always buy mie piglet de) thanks ya..

** recently de mie tying up my hair,lolss*

yAnLiNg aka rAchEl

2011-02-08T07:24:00.000-08:00

THANKS TO CHAN TAI CHEE FER ACCOMPANYING MIE TO L3 TO TAKE THE $8 RED PACKETS FROM THE SHIFT MANAGER..

THANKS TO CHAN TAI CHEE AND WENDY FER THE FUN AND JOKES AFTER THE TIRING DAY AT TDR WHERE WE THREE PERSON MISSED THE BUS FER 0030HOURS AND WAITED FER 0130HOURSS.. THANKS GUYS..

06/02/2011

* the $8 dollars from my company* lolss.

2011-02-05T02:47:00.000-08:00

MONDAY(31/01/2011) - NO CALL NO SHOW
TUESDAY(01/02/2011)- OFF
WEDNESDAY(02/02/2011)- MC
THURSDAY(03/02/2011) - MC
FRIDAY (04/02/2011) - MC
SATURDAY (05/02/2011) - MC

MONDAY ( NCNS) ITS MY FAULT, COS II SEEN THE WRONG SCHEDULE.. II THOUGH II AM OFF BUT II SEE WRONGLY WORS.. II SUPPOSE TO WORK NITEX SHIFT AT 2200 HOURSS BUT II DIN CHECK IN FER WORK, SHIFT MAN CALLED MIE AROUNDS 0200 AM TO ASKED MIE WEATHER CAN II CHECK IN OR NOT OR II WANA SIGN AN WARNING LETTER FER NO CALL NO SHOW, II CHOSE TO SIGN WARNING LETTER UNDER VIOLATIONS, COS NO POINT FER MIE TO CHECK IN AT 2AM TO MORNING 0600AM CHECK OUT, WASTE MY TYM FER CHECKING IN AND THE MONEY ON CAB FARE..
( WILL SIGN IT WHEN II AM BACK TO WORK, LOLSS..)

WEDNESDAY BEFORE GOING TO WORK , MY OLD INJURIES ON MY BACK STARTED PAIN, THIS TYM ROUND CAN SENSE TA ITS MUCH MORE PAINFUL THAN PREVIOUSLY ITS HAVE, THIS TYM ROUND ITS PAIN TILL II DON HAD THE STRENGTH TO STAND AT ALL, EVEN THE PANADOL EXTRA ALSO CANT STOP THE PAIN, FEEL V GIDDY ALSO.. SO II SEE DOCTOR AT ADMIALTY STATN , DOCTOR JUST GIMMIE MEDICINE TO STOP THE PAIN ONLY, BUT THAN THE MEDICINE AT THE ADMIRALTY STATN THE DOCTOR GAVE MIE WONT STOP THE PAIN, MEANING THE MEDICINE (NO EFFECTS) SO II WENT DOWN TO ANG MO KIO TA PRIVATE CLINIC TO HAVE CHECK UP AS ITS HAD ALL MY PREVIOUSLY RECORDS TA II INJURED ON THE YEAR 2004. THE DCTOR NG SAID TA COMPARE TO YEAR 2004, MY BACKBONE GETTN MORE SERIOUS LIIAOS LERS.. THE BONE HAS A BIT CURVE( A BIT Y) , AND II HAVE TO STOP ALL MY EXERCISE ACTIVITIES, MEAN WHILE SLIGHT EVERCISE ALSO CANT DO.. HAVE TO TAKE MEDICINE IN TYM TO CONTROL.. ITS BEEN SOME TYM SINCE THE PAIN COME, WHY OUT OF THE SUDDEN THE PAIN RETURN BACK?... CHINESE DOCTOR SAID TA THE PAIN WONT STOP, ANY TYM ITS WANA COME ITS WILL COME BACK FIND MIE DE..

TO ALL MBS CASHIERS:

WEATHER YOU AL BELIEVE OR NOT TA II TAKE MC ITS FER BACK PAIN ..
II AM SORRY TA II HAVE TAKEN SO MANY DAYS..
SORRY..

YANLING, RACHEL.
816741

2011-02-05T02:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OO..
ESP: MY FAMILIES, MY RELATIVES AND SURROUNDING FRIENDS..

1. WISHING EVERYONE BEST OF LUCKSS IN YEAR 2011..
2. HOPING DAD STALL WILL BE GETTN BETTER AND BETTER..
3. HOPING WHATEVER WISHES WE ARE THINKING, THE WISHES WILL BE FULFILLED..
4. A BEST OF GOOD YEARS DEN LAST YEARS..
5. HOPE TO FIND A BF TA WILL LOVES MIE AND TREASURE MIE..
( WANA FIND A ONE TA CAN LAST LONG LONG DE) -.* HAHAS..

HAPPY 2011..
YEAH EH..

YANLING..

2011-01-29T00:10:00.000-08:00

Year 2011 has started..
hopefully this year will be a better year den last year..
cheers!

this ish the first tym ii work in casino as a full tym job..
was hoping ta there ish bonus fer us on chinese new year ta tym..
but it turns out ta bonus gone but chnges to 2 oranges..
lolss..

just uploaded 2 songs, cos ii think its fix my feeling eh..

Gan Dong Tian Gan Dong Di ( 感动天感动地 ) - Yu Tong Fei

2011-01-29T00:04:00.000-08:00

何维健很想你 KTV (完整版)

2011-01-28T23:42:00.000-08:00

2011-01-10T02:33:00.000-08:00

siianx diao:(

this year got no chinese new year fer mie siia..
got to work during chinese new year eh.. lolss..
no renuion dinner also.. lols..
siianx.. working afternoon shift eh.. work 1500hours sia..
how to have new year,lols.

yanling.
10012001.

2011-01-04T22:53:00.000-08:00

已經分手兩天了﹐還是會有點兒想念你。
還想和你保持聯絡的﹐但是你一直都不回復我。
分手的簡訊﹐你也不回復我~ 這算什麼﹖
你是答應還是不答應我啊﹖
你到底怎麼了﹖
我有點兒捨不得放棄這段感情﹐可是你似乎都不珍惜我。
我還是愛你的。
想你。

我知道過去已經是過去的﹐我還是會加油的。
我會很勇敢的。

05012011。
艷玲

2011-01-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

七個月的感情就這樣結束我好失望也很難過。
為何我和你的感情會變成這個樣子﹖
我很珍惜這一段感情還有你﹐可是你呢﹖
你有珍惜過我還有這一段感情嗎﹖
你說你很忙﹐沒時間陪我﹐這我能諒解啊﹗
我不要求很多﹐我之要求你能打一通電話給我或者發一個訊息給我(一天一個)
這樣的要求對你來說很難嗎﹖
你答應我的東西都沒做到。
你說要陪我多聊天的﹐結果你都沒做到。
你知道我受到的傷害有多大嗎﹖
我太在乎你了﹐太愛你了。
你完全都不在乎我。
我真的很難過也很討厭你。
01/06/2010 - 03/01/2011。

rachel and alex has ended!

很心疼。

2010-12-30T09:57:00.000-08:00

the new years started:

the new years wishes ii have fer year 2011.

my families,my grandmother and my frens stay healthy,happy and cheerful.
parents and ii will strike 4D. ( heex, if ii strike, ii will used ta money to buy a car)
found a better job den staying in MBS.
precious didi will be a good understanding boy.
surrounding people ~ everyday no stress, no fan nao.
father business will turn into better an better each day.
earn more money to help my parents.
yanling wil stay happy each day.

that its.. a brands new starts a brand new hope!

HAPPY 2011..

hoping the brand new years will be full of excitements..

hahas..

ii love myself~my families~ my friends..

muacks..

havg uu all arounds ish v v xing fu..

2010-12-19T06:59:00.000-08:00

has been sms-ing w be talking about our relationship problems..
he said he want to continued. be, hopefully uu said de ish ur truth words ta uu wish to continued the relationship.. sincerely hope uu will chnges into an better person and not the one ta uu are now ta keep ignoring mie and don even bothered mie. hope uu are sincere and serious in the relationship w mie now..

yanling ish serious de o..

19122010.
yanling.

2010-12-11T23:46:00.000-08:00

ii'm v v upset w the way uu treatn mie..

( wo zhen de hen nan guo)..

12122010

ling.

S.H.E - Yes I Love You

2010-12-11T22:43:00.000-08:00

2010-12-05T21:08:00.000-08:00

yanling,siowhui and aunty

from left: aunty,xiaoyun,yanling and siowhui

acting cools cousin@ yun and ling

hugss..

Changs robot w yanling
photos taken at thai bkk on the trip 01dec to 06 dc 2010.

more photos on facebooks..

the trip w aunty, siow hui & zhiwei , xiao yun ...

2010-11-30T05:22:00.000-08:00

why must thing turns out to be like this?..
ii am so so heart breaks..
HEART BREAKS:(
ii pin too much hope lers ma?..
6months relationship ta make mie had no comments bout ta..
what's wrong,where turns wrongs?.. what happen..
ii got a lot of w' which ii wants to ask..
but uu wont answers mie which ii am sure of.

w's:
why does we become like ta.
why does we ends up only ta has just take care to said den other else topic lex.
why must our calls and sms becoming lesser. (no calls ands smses less den 10's per days).
why must uu treats mie like ta,why why why. have ii did wrongs?
what have ii done wrong?.. ii commit so much of hope in this relationship yet ii get back just one words'hurts'. ii am v hurts. just like an knife just stab into my heart without any bloods bleeding out.

do uu still treasure mie,do uu still love mie,do uu still wants this relationships , am ii important to uu.
if uu have some one elses in ur minds,do say out so ii know what to do.

as ur gf,am ii ?.. ii dono what uu're thinking of. uu wont tell mie what uu thinking of. some more meet just one months once or more den one months once,ii din even said anything. but why must uu used this ways to treat mie where ii doesnt know where goes wrong. care to tell mie ma.. uu know how hurtful its is when uu used this kinds of way to torture mie.. tomorrow (01122010) our six months anni together, uu did nothing. ok. ii don pin ta much as well.. further more ii am leaving to thai fer 5 days,yet uu din sms and call mie to tell mie.. what am ii to uu.. what am ii.. a rubbish?.. wants mie just keep mie close w uu,don want mie just throw mie into the bin or treat mie as a ball ta push mie aside. ii just want uu to treat mie using a better method not like this kinds of methods and love mie more. its just want an simple relationship ii wants. to uu ish it v v hard?.. alone puttn love its v hard de uu know ma.. uu know ma..

ii just want to know ur thinking only. ish it v hard..

feel like crying out deeply..

YANLING~ 30 NOV 2010..
could uu understands how hurts yanling ish..

2010-11-26T17:59:00.000-08:00

finally my grave shift has ended;(
its been an torturing 6 days nitex fer mie..
finally nightmare ends..

offoff off.. oo.. haha..
soo happy eh.. lols..
haha.. meetn darlings tonights o..

27102010

2010-11-20T23:02:00.000-08:00

some randoms photos o..

rachel and javier

rachel and javier

shawn and nephew.

ii tied up my whole hair..

rachel..

2010-11-20T22:54:00.000-08:00

date: 20 nov 2010..

whenever ii had stress, ii would feel like going out to play swing.playing swing ish an form of relieves stressfulness ta ii had.
the higher the swing went up,the more ii feel better in my heart..

Yanling jia uu jia uu jia uu..
Alex has been more busy lers.. as his gf ii dono what he ish bz w..
am ii such an failure in an relationship?...
we're still together..

2010-11-19T05:30:00.000-08:00

date: 17 oct 2010.

venue: tian tian steamboat at bugis.

more photos on facebooks o..

emp bank colleagues..

fion ,winnie,pauline,rachel and wendy.

wendy and rachel.

rachel and terence

nai and wendy

fion and rachel

the whole families.

da ma: pauline.

er ma: wendy

xiao ma: winnie*xiao hong

er zi: teremce

rachel,wendy and pauline

cheers..

our photos..

the whole group photo..

left: robin.nai.pauline.wendy.terence,fion.winnie.rachel.

photos..

behind: nai,winnie,robin.

infront: fion,pauline,rachel and robin.

the girls** Emp bank.. from left: fion.rachel,pauline,winnie and wendy..

robin from entry levy and nai..

my manager and mie.. Nai and rachel.

xiao ma & er zi.. (winnie & terence)

Fion and pauline

oops.. wendy and winnie o...

* wendy * winnie*

2010-11-15T02:18:00.000-08:00

date: 15th nov 2010.

finally yanling has come up w an decision liiaos lers..
ii am going to tell nai ta ii am resigning.
hopefully she will approved my resign letter.
nai,pls.. don show mie ta 'she bu de' de looks if not ii will xin ruan ta ii dono what decision ii am making eh..

nai sms mie today:

she wrote: what ish ur decision my dear?
leaving or staying..
must really go out fer coffee one of this days.
what shift are uu on this few days.
whatever decision ii make,nai wants mie to stay contact w her.

nai ish the best shift manager ta help mie a lots.
if ii resign, ii will miss her lots..

nai sorry ta ii hurt uu lots ta ii chose to resign...

2010-11-14T03:13:00.001-08:00

should ii resign or unpaid leave till march?

dad stall nds mie..

nai don want mie resign.

which one should ii chose?......

RESIGN?...... UNPAID LEAVE?....

2010-11-14T02:47:00.000-08:00

date: 14th novemeber

feeling v stress and fan about works o.. nai asked mie to consider v carefully weather am ii really wants to resign. actually ii am v firm w my decision ta ii want to resign liiaos lers cos ii am still unable to adapt to the shift work in casino as ii am working there fer more than 07 months liiaos lers. nai whom ish my shift manager she dotes on mie a lots.. always ii get bullied she will be the second to know. jeremy ish the first one to know. i always get bullied in work, or during work ii cried. jeremy ish always the first one to know. if ii take unpaid leave? everyone agrees.. but nai replies mie ta:
HI,LONG UNPAID LEAVE WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH YOUR BOSS WHICH I DON THINK SHE WILL ALLOWED.. 4MTHS WILL BE HARDER TO CONSIDER.. IF YOU'RE REALLY LEAVING , WHEN WILL BE THE DATE. WILL SURELY MISS YOU A LOTS AND SOMEMORE I HARDLY WORK WITH YOU. SADSADSAD.. ii see nai sent mie this sms ii feel so bad.. she ish the one who cares and loves mie.. therefore ii hurts her. ii always see her the expression, ii a bit don 'she de' to tell her ta ii wana leave as ii know she don feel like going to MBS work also. she ish not happy also. ii always wana cheers her up,but therefore our talking tym ish v less.. ii only had the chance to talk to her twice. the first tym was on the nitex shift ii work OT till midnight 3am. she sign fer mie my OT and on the 12 nov.. she asked mie to pei her to level one to check..
hmmm, even though ii leave, ii can still meet everyone..

ii find it hard to do an decision.. nai always make mie feel so soft hearted ta ii cant hardened to say ii want resign..
jeremy therefore don approve my resign tooo......

wendy,xiaohong,pauline also..
y don uu all let mie go..

y.. know how much stress ii a handling in FW ma..

13nov..

cousin ru de mommy help mie see my fortune on hand.
she say ii have good life as ii can take air plane always.
but she say ii am v v trouble in works..

truth?? dono...

and ii only know ii am v v d stress and fan as ii couldnt come up w an decision..

families there fore ish important.
nai ish good to mie..

howhow how how how...............................

who can save mie.....
who can help mie.....
who can tell mie what ii nds to do......

jeremy said ii can go and die.
lols..

my favourite song: Jay Chou The Longest Movie Zui Chang De Dian Ying

2010-11-13T05:57:00.000-08:00

my favourite song eh. whenever ii feel sad or stress.. i will listen to this song eh..

' the longest movie @ zui chang de dian ying'..

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦 [Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne - Jay Chou] MV

2010-11-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

just feel like listening to the song nowadays..

2010-11-13T05:19:00.000-08:00

CHEERS UP YANLING..

NO MATTER HOW STRESSFUL II AM NOW, II HAVE CONFIDENCE II WILL PASSED THIS ROUND. W/O ALEX BESIDE GIVING MIE SUPPORT. II STILL CAN DO IT DE.

RIGHT,YANLING.

YANLING JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU........

2010-11-13T04:46:00.000-08:00

STILL HAVE MORE CHOICES FER YOU TO CHOOSE.

DO TAKE AN TRIP DOWN TO

ANG MO KIO AVENUE 4 BLOCK 162 # 01-37.

SIGNBOARD: EAT, DUCK STALL.

INSIDE THE HAWKER CENTER TA LINK TO MARKET.

DO COME DOWN AND TRY IT.

THANKS YOU.

kway chap set fer one person

drumstick w tofu

dry kway chap w addidtional egg and fish cake.

char siow rice

duck rice

kway teow soup.

(and parrt of the duck intestine)

sign board.

UPLOADED BY: YANLING.

2010-11-13T04:33:00.000-08:00

Emp. bank colleague @ terance,pauline,rachel,xiao hong and wendy..

taken at pauline house on 4th nov 2010..

beloves xiaohong,hong jie and yanling..
* the ingredients fer the steamboat session at pauline house*

2010-11-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

LATE RANDOMS PHOTOS...

yAnLiNg on sept 2010..

** the whole looking of the present ta he bought..**

treasure the present he bought fer mie a lot..

lurb it.. thanks uu..

..the outlooking of the present ta he bought fer mie..

oO.. the necklace ta dear dear alex bought fer mie on our third month anni ..oO

1st month: 01062010

2nd month: 01072010

3rd month: 01082010

4th month: 01092010

5th month: 01102010

our 6th month coming soon..

hubby: lurbb uu...

* muacks...

2010-11-08T18:44:00.000-08:00

NOV' 2010..

LOVES CHNGES SINCE NOV 2010 STARTED.
UU'RE BEING WEIRD AND STRANGE SINCE NOV 2010.
Y?.. II ASK YOU WHAT WRONG BUT YOU DIE DIE DON WANT TO TELL MIE.
YET II HAVG STRESS YOU TOLD MIE TO TELL YOU MY STRESS II HAVG..
BUT YOU,YOU DIN TELL MIE WHAT..

Y MUST RELATIONSHIP BECOME LIKE TA..

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...............................

YANLING ISH STRESS UP.............

WHO CAN UNDERSTAND MY STRESSFULNESS,HURTFUL AND UNHAPPINESS..............

2010-11-07T19:55:00.000-08:00

08 nov 2010.

lately has been v fan and stress.
ish it tym fer mie to make an decision right now on what am ii going to do?...

working ish damn it stressful:(
ii wana resign but nai( my trainer cum manager) don want accept my resign letter and jeremy don wana mie to leave..
sad.. everyone don wana mie to leave..

what am ii supposed to do?.....

2010-10-25T06:52:00.001-07:00

yeah eh..

hahas.. ii am on leave now,lols..
from 25-30oct 2010..

enjoyss...

hahas...

2010-10-04T05:37:00.001-07:00

DATE: 04TH OCT 2010.

II AM V V UPSET AND HURTS, DAMN HURTS BY THOSE WORDS SAID BY KIT YEE THE SUPERVISOR. SHE SCOLDED MIE IN FRONT OF AN PATRONS TA II AM STUPID,DAMN STUPID. TODAYS ITS MY THIRD DAY AT CAGE CASINO. II DONO TA USE CREDIT CARD TRANSACTIONS II HAVE TO SCAN IN PASSPORT, KIT YEE SCOLDED MIE SAY II AM VERIFIED UR TRANSACTIONS, IF UU DON SCAN IN UU WILL CAUSE MIE IN TROUBLE. BUT II AM NOT PURPOSELY DE MA. II REALLY DONO. MUST UU REALLY SCOLD MIE SO BADLY IN FRONT OF THE PATRONS WHO ISH CASHING OUT MONEY FROM MIE..
MUST YOU SAY ALL THOSE WORDS TA REALLY HURTS MIE SO MUCH.

II ALR GOTTEN WARMING LETTER ON THE SECOND DAY ON THE FRONT WINDOW.

II AM REALLY REALLY DAMN STRESS! DAMN HURTS! DAMN UPSET.

DEEP IN MY HEART II AM CRYING BADLY~

03RD OCT.

THANKS DEAR DEAR AND JUN FER ACCOMPANYING TO DINNER AT J8 FER SUSHI.
THANKS DEAR DEAR! ALTHOUGH UU DON EAT SUSHI YET UU STILL JOIN US FER DINNER~ HARD ON UU LERS DEAR DEAR.
THANKS DEAR DEAR FER SENDING MIE HOME.
THANKS DEAR DEAR FER KISSING MIE WHILE WAITN FER THE LIFT.
DEAR DEAR KISS ISH V V HEART WARMING.
THANKS DEAR DEAR,II LOVE UU.
MUACKS..

COS II REALLY CRIED OUT BADLY FROM MY BOTTOMS OF MY HEART.

SORRY JINGXI,ZHILONG,TERENCE,WENDY FER MAKING YOU ALL WORRIED.

SAW BOONKENG AND CHUNLEONG AT AMK HUB..
WOW.BOTH OF THEM BECOME MORE ''UNCLES'' LERS O..

THANKS TOU MY BESTIES FRENS AND DEAR DEAR.

TO DEAR DEAR ALEX:

THANKS YOU FER EVERYTH,YOUR UNDERSTANDING,YOUR SUPPORT..
REALLY THANKS UU A LOTS..

2010-10-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

DATE: 02 OCT 2010.

TODAYS ITS MY FIRST DAY AT CASINO WORKING AS AN CAGE CASHIERS.
ITS TOO DIFFERENT FROM EMP. BANK. EVERYTH MUST LEARN FROM THE BEGINING LIIAOS LERS.
II AM TOO CONFUSED W THE PROGRAMS 'ACSC'.
II NDS SOME TYM BEFORE II CAN ACCEPT THE NEW ENVIRONMENT,NEW SURROUNDINGS.

'WHY DO SOME PPLE USE BACK SIDE TO THINK HIS THINKING AND NOT USE HIS BRAINS?'..

STANLEY SAID A LOT OF THING TO HURT MIE.... I

HOW II KNOW? HOW II KNOW?..

HOW II KNOW TA SMALL AMOUNT OF TRANSACTIONS II CANT ISSUES A PIECE OF $1000 NOTES WHICH SUPERVISOR AND BESIDE CASHIER DIN TELL MIE?

HOW DO II KNOW THE LOOSE AND RACKED OF CHIPS AND COINS II HAVE TO WRITE IN THE COUNT SHEET?

HOW DO II KNOW HOW TO SIGN IN TO ACSC PROGRAMS WHERE II ALR SAID II AM NEW TODAY IN AN NEW ENVIRONMENT?

AND YOU(STANLEY) EXPECT MIE TO KNOW ALL THESE IN ONE DAY @ 8 HOURS:

ONE FULL STACK AND SHORT STACK OF CHIPS IS HOW MUCH WHERE II AM STUCK IN EMP BANK(PREGNANT LADIES) DEPARTMENT FER 06 MONTHS. THERE DIN TOUCHES CHIPS WHERAS TOUCHES COINS COINS COINS. II AM STUCK THERE COS II GOT NO LICENSE.

EXPECT MIE TO REFRESH ALL THE MEMORY,THE TRAINING MATERIALS WHERE II HAD MY TRAINING IN MARCH 25?..

THAN DO UU STILL REM WHAT UU DID ON 25MARCH OR NOT,WHAT UU WEAR AND WHAT YOU EAT?..

YET YOU TOLD EVERYONE IN ENG TA:

II AM TOO SLACK IN EMP BANK,PREGNANT LADIES DEPARTMENT.
II BUSY UU DIN SEE. II SLACK UU SEE. WHAT THE F**K..

YOU TOLD EVERYONE TA WHEN II WAS IN TRAINING II DON WILLING TO LEARN.

YOU TOLD SUPERVISOR TA II AM TOO SLACK FER SO LONG TA Y ALL TRAINING MATERIALS II HAD FORGOTTEN.

YOU TOLD SUPERVISOR: II(STANLEY) HELP UU SCOLD YANLING(RACHEL) TO REFRESH HER MEMORY SO TA YANLING(RACHEL) WILL WAKE UP. SHE WILL REFRESH WHAT SHE HAD LEARNT DURING MARCH TRAINING.

IF MY(STANLEY) SCOLD YANLING(RACHEL,MIE) CANT AWAKE DEN ASK OUR TRAINER TO SCOLD HER TO REFRESH HER MEMORY BACK..

LOLS. STANLEY,YOU USE BACK SIDE TO THINK DE AR?.. II ALR SAID AT THE PREGNANT LADIES DEPARTMENT, II LEARN DIFFERENT THING AND SOME MORE II AM STUCK IN THE EMP BACK WHICH ISH THE PREGNANT LADIES DEPARTMENT FER 06 MONTHS. OF COS THING II LEARN WILL FORGET.

BUT STANLEY DON UNDERSTAND..
WHAT THE F**K...

HE SAID ALL THESE REALLY HURTS MIE A LOT.

II CRIED ON PHONE WHEN II TALKS W JAYME ON PHONE.

II AM REALLY SAD AND HURTS BY WHAT STANLEY SAID..

2010-10-02T05:04:00.001-07:00

date: 01 oct 2010

HAPPY 4TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARIES TO ALEX DEAR DEAR.
THANKS YOU FER EVERYTH BABY!
II LOVE YOU,MUACKS..

2010-09-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

date: 280910

todays its my last day at emp bank liiaos lers.
gotta miss all my colleagues there.
(will be damn missed my crazy colleague wendy).. lolss..
will be going up to front window soon in another 2 more days on 01oct 2010 liiaos lers.
hopefully everth will be fine and great fer mie.
yanling jia uu=).

2010-09-21T21:56:00.000-07:00

LATEST DE JAVIER. ACTN CUTE O.. LOLS.. SAW HIM AT GRANDMOM HOUSE.

SO ASKED HIM TO POST ONE PICT FER MIE..

V V ACT CUTE DE JAVIER..

2010-09-21T21:39:00.000-07:00

LATEST DE MIE O..

TAKEN BY GODPA AT CLAKE QUAY O.

2010-09-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

OMG!! II WILL BE TRANSFERING TO FRONT WINDOW SOON LIIAOS LERS O..
II WILL NOT BE STAYING IN EMPLOYEE BANK LIIAOS LERS.
WOW.. II AM SO SCARED O. HAS BEEN FEW MONTHS SINCE II HAVE BEEN CUTTING CHIPS AND COUNTING CHIPS. WAS IN EMP. BANK COUNTING COINS.LOLSS..
PRAY HARD EVERYTH GOES SMOOTHY FER MIE WHEN II WAS IN THE FRONT WINDOW ON THE 01OCT2010. JEREMY SAID II WILL BE HAVG VARIANCE EASILY. AS IN EITHER II AM SHORT OR OVER OF MONEY. ARGH. II AM DAMN WORRIED AND AFRAID LO.. MOMMIES. HELPS MIE.. ITS MY TRAINER,THE SHIFT MANAGER WHO PULL MIE UP,NAI. SHE SAID SHE MISS MIE TOO MUCH LIIAOS LERS O.. LOLS..
EVERTH ITS TOO LATE NOW. JUST HOPE EVERYTH ISH OKAYS FER MIE.. HAHAS..

YANLING,RACHEL~816741. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU O..

2010-09-12T22:48:00.000-07:00

12092010..

meetn jun at great world city. acc jun to had her lunch..

den alex dear dear called and ask mie to help him buy 2 box of moon cake from jun.

as he promised jun to support her to help her buy.. hmm.. alex dear dear called and ask mie to help him buy 1 box of mini champange mooncake and 1 box of durians mooncake..

after ta cabbed down to alex dear dear house there to pass him the 2 boxes mooncakes.

alex dear dear gimmie $100 dollars. as the moon cake costed $89.10. he say the rest of money ish the cabbed fare ta he gimmie fer taking cab from great world ciy to his house hougang there..

haha..

alex dear dear and mie sit down at blk 308 the void deck there.. hmm.. we just chatted fer a while bout half a hour he jiu chased mie home liiaos.. lols.. hmmm.. an good bye kiss den we jiu go home lers.

although just an short while timing but ii am still happy ta we can meet up..

thanks dear dear.. muacks..

2010-09-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

* the back view of my short hair**

actn cute de ling w short hair o.. nice ma.. haha.

new looks of yanling in 10092010 o..

my new hair style. after 3 years of tym. my first tym cuttn short o.. hmm.. does it looks weird of cute. haha..

hmmm.. meetn hubby alex at hougang...

as hubby bought mie an present from LEE HWA JEWELLERY.. he help mie to put it on. muacks.. love him so much..

ii love the necklace he bought fer mie.

he bought it on our 3 months anniversary o..

will upload the pict of the necklace soon o..

thanks hubbys.. loves uu a lot...

sorry,some of the tym ii shouldnt ahad given uu attitudes. ii am sorry.. ii promised no next tym... kkz.. and ii really hope our relationship wont had ny quarrel altough we nearly had one..

ii am sorry dear dear.